Those of you who know me enough would know that I'm prone to severe mood swings. You would have experienced them sometime or the other. But the mood I am in today is something I am experiencing for the first time. I am feeling guilty, calm, angry, anxious, upset and a bit shocked, but I am also feeling like making up with some long lost friends. I called a few friends up and said sorry and all, but they all felt that I am a bit down. I scored 88% in my board exams and frankly, I'm not satisfied. I know that I am capable of something far better than that, I tried so hard, in the last few months. For a guy like me to almost study like a nerd, is a big achievement, and somehow I feel the result would have been the same if I would not have studied at all. You guyz keep telling me that it's a good score, but who'd be convinced? I needed to do better if I had to escape the CA trap that had been laid down for me. Now it seems, there is no escape.
PS:-Errmm just to get the feelings out.I don't expect the post to make sense :)
1 comment:
CA trap? You're not alone, I guess..! :O
This is the cycle of life.. you have to pursue a career you don't want.. for a job you don't like .. so that you can buy things you don't want.. :D
Post a Comment